How Strange it is to KNOW; that the start of our year 2013, that would be the end for you here. It was now YOUR turn, your turn to move on. Oh, it went so fast from having the opportunity to SEE & TALK to you,
to no longer have it.
Oh Normally it is most often then; that many emotional memories come to mind…..
Oh Your Life, in My Life; meant SO much to so much, so it’s really not easy to find out where in the “world” one should start, or know WHAT in “every day” you should take with you; WHEN you have to share a Bitte-liten-Bit/Part of something that has been like that incredibly rewarding & meaningful 🙂 BUT; is there anyone worth a try anyway,- then it’s just YOU! In addition to the fact that I also promised you a few years ago, on one of our several “girl’s nights”, that I should, – when the time came; both have something nice said about you at the funeral, to have some great memory words written down in the Lokal newspaper… 😉 Hehe (Remember you immediately smiled when you picked up the memorial words Aunt Lolla (your twin sister, Åse-Marie) had written to your husband “Lull” when he died, something that should immediately give me some inspiration in the back of my mind 😉
REGARDLESS; I got to say SOMETHING at the Funeral, But a wave of impressions was expressed; all of which became Tougher on the spot. So quite quickly I had to break up and give in….simply; Sorry about that! For me, the whole sermon was so Strong & Great, that saying it Verbally then, it was difficult when the Heart simultaneously breastfed in time with all the emotional memories that then flowed in, and then felt to be divided between us. BUT,-of ALL who were lucky enough to get to know you, then everyone probably sits as one, – again with their very own & special memories of you 😉 Oh, after this Memorial, then I have absolutely no doubt, that you have left your mark so wonderfully throughout your life, -that there is absolutely SOMETHING left; which IS much Stronger than what any words in retrospect could have described the scope of in retrospect allikavel :p •
BUT Anyway; then I will still TRY to Share SOME of it that made you so special to me, -that which for me Radiated through you;
Oh that which, among other things, taught me so much good in, among other things, Values & Attitudes. (Yes, nowadays it is anyway The World-Wide-Web in the Internet that applies, so of course it didn’t become the newspaper, sorry about that too, – But Modern Publish form will have to go for now …. until I get money to get us into the room ;);)
1. To me, you were simply someone who, among other things: …. Lived for Faith,-Hope,-& Love, you loved being outdoors, especially in God’s Free Nature; Oh, you were always busy with something or other there. Oh you wanted to Preserve & Protect the Environment & Nature Against harmful influences… Thank you, for showing me the value in the simple life around the tree of life.
2. You were someone who INSTINCTUALLY wanted to create Harmony in association with others, and you were ALWAYS Welcoming, – Folk & Giving. In so many areas you were the born Protector & Carer, who maintained & cared for others, regardless of what others may have to say about it…. Thank you, for teaching me the joy & strength to help, rather than belittling, denying, or making things worse. Hardu has nothing good to say; then don’t say anything at all.
3. You helped me considerably in getting rid of NEGATIVE THOUGHT PATTERNS, oh you strengthened all my Self-worth….Thank you….
4. You Focused on, – & Promote the Good & Positive, rather than the Negative – in your entire World. You were one of those who, among other things, taught me the value of actually being grateful for whatever one already has, and appreciating/appreciating what you actually own….it can always be worse ;)…. Thank you….
5. You strongly believed that the truth is always better than a lie, and that a lie becomes fast (or sooner or later) a Burden that becomes part of one’s Future, since an unfactor from the past, among other things, can have a Tendency, to a greater or lesser extent, to overtake you unnecessarily…. And it naturally becomes more difficult to progress. So therefore= The truth, even if it hurts like hell every now and then, will it in its entirety always result in making it easier in life to see clearly, and will be a particularly healthier and more solid starting point on all levels….Thank you….
6. You were careful to judge, and you insisted that one should not judge,
BEFORE you actually have the right to judge. AND you shouldn’t put out false rumors either. You Respected EACH INDIVIDUAL for what it IS, BUT; – it was naturally desirable that people learned a little “healthy Farmer’s Law”, and “Basic Folklore”, – to the best of my ability….Thank you….
7. You made me realize that one should NEVER assume; – that you have all the answers, but that you should remember that you learn as long as you allow yourself to live. One should not push away opportunities for newer insights. Even if you have plenty of Knowledge, anyway, the world is constantly under Development & Change, so in other words; you learn as long as you live. Oh, you noticed that throughout your life, and it probably went a little extra “fast in the corners” for you during your last time here, – so you could sign this in several areas ;).. ..I remember….So, again; …Thank you….for bringing it to my attention that even “the most experienced fox, can quickly become trapped, when life has changed life’s sound & bell”. • • 8. So yes, – you simply meant that NO MATTER what one would encounter in Life’s Challenges & Trials; – so Does it help a Considerable distance on the way, to be able to bear it with a head held high, and at the same time have a Positive Attitude & Attitude. – You progressed through life in your very own & glorious way, Secure in the Certainty that “Everything Will Be All Right”….Thank you…. • • 9. Through all of you, then you could never get Expressed/Pointed enough, -how important it is to have good cohesion, – especially in the family. Admittedly, everyone has their own place/position & own responsibility; to care for and take care of his own family. NO MATTER WHAT IT MAY BE, then the Family bond was never weakened, about SOMETHING; – Then it got rather stronger. Because if ANY of your had the extra for Times, then you ALWAYS showed up. If nothing else, could you at least give them that little extra such as including them in your Evening Prayer. – Oh, for me that made the big difference, for I will admit it; that there really isn’t much needed, knowing that you care where it matters, in heart, and takes time for that little extra when I need it… ….It Promises….. – At the same time, you have always thought & said that there is great power in prayer, where as Hearts in the Silent Unite….Thank you…. • • 10. As you know, you have been put on so many of Life’s Toughest, Challenges & Periods, in, among other things, finances, family, friends, work, uflax and other resources, etc., etc. You really weren’t exactly one of those who got it served on a silver platter… (so to speak; in defiance of the “blue blood” of ours where, among other things, once back we were “Ravensborgere”…) – So yes, you have a lot of Rich Experience, which made your Reasons more Real and Well-considered, you became aware of the Thoughts & Experiences that lay Behind you, for the benefit of what comes before you. – And ouch of all this; then you have been Formed into yourself, by living as your unique you. – It Inspires….Thank you…. • • 11. I still have not myself, – or met anyone who has ; Obserted you complain, yell, threaten, give up or something similar. For despite what Diversity would have done, when the cup finally overflowed, so you always keep your Calm & Patience…. – Oh, I have learned so much from the constant, – Your Loving Care… In a way, you always carried it with you the Peace that Passes all understanding….Thank you….
• 12. Oh I know you were so Proud & Thankful, and so shall you then be; because you have actually created an absolutely unique family, who lives on after you. – You have created a Strong, Targeted, Loyal, Fair, Purposeful and Lively family with fine Values & Attitudes, with good cohesion. (Yes, you have to be allowed to brag a little…;) ) Oh they are as you said; all as one, like his family, but with his very own, unique individual …independent, – and you could recognize all the small details, which made each one of them strong and special to the multitude, which complemented the symbiosis of a functioning society with varying needs 😉 In other words ; You bet on the Family; family was your life, and I can’t imagine anyone else doing that job there near as you did!
– So with that it was also your turn, your turn to take your Life Further, and I hope you relax well in your new life wherever you happen to be! You should! With a clear conscience!
You deserve all the good things life has to offer…! Because now it’s our turn anyway, and our responsibility to preserve all these Values you have given us….Thank you….
• 13. We both got to talk a lot about death, & about the Mystery that could await us there; and for my grandmother, was not death the end of life in itself, BUT the end of Life here in this Physical State. Oh, she thought there was a lot of Weird Mystery between Heaven & Earth, which the eye cannot see, and which we will not yet be able to understand….everything in due time…. Even so, it was strongly in Troen & Håpet that one can have a certain form of contact/communication through the bond of love, even after death….. – Oh, she herself has dreamed of, and Felt the Presence; to those who had died before her… – So she was excited about, and looked forward to finding out if she could be Reunited with any of these, like his little daughter Bente, and her beloved husband “Lull” (Ludvig Hermann Barth Tharaldsen) again. – Oh, as most people here already know, “Lull’s” death was not the end for them. Their love lived Strong, – even after Death, through so many unique dreams, – strange experiences/events,-Thoughts,-Memories and….A lot of strange…. “That Love ; – it lived on strongly through children,-grandchildren & great-grandchildren… 😉
• 14. So with that; so I really hope that you have found yourself well Adapting & Enjoying Life, in Peace & Peace, exactly wherever you happen to be. (Soul doesn’t die, biology does…) Oh, you must do that with the best of consciences! (Can’t emphasize that enough… :p ) Because; YOU will still live on in me anyway, there is so much unforgettable, So much Thought provoking….THANK YOU • You simply gave me Unbelievably much more than what 1 life can give the next, – So I will always learn a lot from you anyway in his own way forward in the course of life. “Hehe” – That’s certainly how you always used to say; “It was/is (very strange..,,,”
• 15. Then finally ; Thank you for everything! Especially for your Eternal FAITH & INFLUENCE on me, including as just me….. Thanks…. – I am SO Eternally Grateful because I got exactly you as MY Grandma! REALLY! + Also for my Mum who have inherited so many of your strong & unique Qualities.
• You Lived Life; • To show how the Best can be Enjoyed. • I love you, • to always feel strong where it is eternally deep 😉 • …Thanks….
• 16. Until the very end; Grandma’s Evening Prayer, that all of us children, grandchildren & great-grandchildren hold dear every night before we go to bed;
– Dear God Father, in the Castle of Heaven; Thank you for today, I’ve had such a good time. Now you must not be angry with me; even though today I have robbed you. Send your Angels to watch; all the big ones, – and all the little ones. Then I can sleep so Safe & Well; Dear God the Father in the Castle of Heaven. Amen
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