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HELLO! It is me! The Darkness! Black nr.1 ,*
// The Total Opposite Singularity (pole) That gives Depth & Soul;
Alongside Your Light & Spirit,
To your Limited Knowledge & Ability to comprehend ‘TRUTH’
(Aknown fact even for you as you never havevlearnedbeforevit is too late,&source is gone,
& you are buy free will,- & as a working-agreed upon unit; on your own…
And since it is The End of The Line; and The Time to finallly get the last & 8th Chakrisk-Light crowned to those who have lived up to the Next Eternals Beginning… As 8 is Not a Feminime number, or is the Eternity symbol in Height/Length,which is Masculine…Or with 2 zeroes, whitch I have Blueprinted 4-ever,
& therefore contains ALL that is within All that is in its basic Fact,or Truth;
It is what’s needed in order to get a way to live Life.
Without, one can hold on desperately(like most humans in some level), but they will be more sick,useless,Blind,destructive etc. In nature…As any known Parasite,or cancer cell,
As a dominating spicies,- there is no doubt that you do NOT function well,
Or take care of your Kingdom & all its creation…
You cannot disagree that HomoSapiens is not found to be a teamplayer for The Greater good, or the betterment for All,
And that is even with ALL the knowledge yhey have,true or false from your leaders tounge, you have something no other of your co-creatures have;
The ability to either,or both;-feel it in your souls Depth,-a gut-warning,
& ask yourself the right questions &make thoughts about your own experience as a key witness to your whole life…
So many wars of destruction, vandalised virginity Land,
or culturel homes through generations to get some useless tiny piece of “gold”..
Something you have chosen ito worship through your free willl & value above all.
As one chose a career,&bow to maniacs, & get disconnected with the Natural Order & abuse,kill the Ressources that is apsolutely needed through Life,&specially in the End, as all The Divine Creation , must have a balanced place &position when the Final end comes,-and the Arch will start to Restore Like never before, and get rid of ALL That Is useless, or dangerous in The wholeness of a picture, And the more pieces that are missing,misplaced, as in all entities & planetary growths ++ there are,,(also lost, important cultures that has/should have evolved down through generations that has Merged and adopted through Periods of Hardships &/or maybe shared skills with another tribe they have met on their way….
So much valuable information,historic memories built UP,
as they are Handed down each generation…
as All Life that is given upon this Earth is Connected throughout,
Still able,&gifted to be free to Live as a Own Individual…
I will let you THINK about it;
How Magic truly is in the air, as only THAT;to be given a mind of your own,
A body as a tool, and on top of that Free will to make personal approaches
Upon the Land,& make personal experiences as you will make a choice within the Holy spirit -that is YOU; between spirit & soul, yor 2 opposite planetary worlds-as 1 goes OUT-Wards,Other Inwards;
Both essential for your function as…what you are,
And both an apslute to find balance through in order to bind your true worth every time they align in intent& action you share upon the world around you.
Therefore,-I must advise you all,
To know the difference between LOVE&LUST!
Such similar Emotions in many ways, though one will draw you away from Truth
(That is the way to Life),
& one will build/strengthen you in/to Life.
As another fact you should know, that maybe “fairytales”has been effective in their cheap reminders,
That All one need is ONE SPARK of the true love to the soul,
Which should be found in so many varieties of ways,
In small acts, spontaneously ways & numerous acts,
As it IS pure, free,genuine, and has enormous butterfly-effects;
One spark can make most go through their whole life on an lonely, adventurous hunt, after just one more glimpse of the Boosting experience ,
The shared Love between the Creators entities,
Those who knows the way to life,
Those humanity has forced away, killed off, manipulated away & Forgotten
Ground behaviour in shared being-vividly.
Yes , you have grown to be some real self-absorbed,greedy, and unacceptable race as your story is more or less written finished.
There is only for the authors to round up their final touces;
Like f.eks.to Get down the final written words to Identify and Crown this ages Royals,saints,Heroes,true victims as balance,worth ++ will be restored/renewed.
And then the final word will give all life its Death,
Were someone will awaken from a dremstate as theyr ‘Self’ is able to be transported without body,ibut carry self on a minimum of 80% ,-which means solid matter to throw through a paved unike,way in space&wormeholes,
In the speed BEYOND LIGHT of course(for ca. 7/14 /5 sec .)
An Univesal -out-of-the-milky-way to a fully grown ,selfsustained Cow/Ox-domain insted. (Not so vaulnerable know you will see, IF you invested in a New Eternity that is ..) So finally after travelling through the veines of the creators, being soothed, nurtured ,reinforced/assured/placed and strengthened in SELF,-itself.. 😉 We will arrive at The Promised land where your Body 1st off all awaits you-
The body that has your Ancestral/Family Bloodline that has been treasured as a valuable,golden, memory line,
Stored & reparked through the genetic & Characterizing features in you-
Ready to transcend & embody the super-duper body
that is upgratedonly missing a host –
The host that Designed this remarkable,healthy, body-machine with loads of new potential for you to live and thrive in as you find your loved ones ,&and get to know the new land,..
Remember, you all made it through hell on earth, therefore are all surviving stars,
So please find & know yourself, have fun, mengle with all & respect their personal boundary &wall,-as they will you, explore, laugh, go crazy, find purpose, do something new, obey the God-given leaders,teachers,Healers ++ (they keep order, &step in if need be, & know all there is to know for you by heart within their field of experience, so they will guide you towards your desired destination 😉
Remember the Greatest party any of us has ever known ,since all of us are scheduled to be at that party as Time Veil us in 1by1 at the perfect timing 😉
And no, there won’t be billions of people,
Nr.1 All the Paracite, unfunctional dangerous people=gone, separated at the end for good,-That was Ridiculously many….sad really, BUT, they malfunctioned were we wish to function, and free will makes them their own desteny-weaver,
&we respect their choise,and let them all go,
and leave them in the past, in another world 😉
NR.2 1 of your Origins, that has carried themselves solid/strong as self,
-through many lives can be all from 1000 to 1million + of the Lives lived throughout lifetimes, and also inbetween timezones…
both genders and Lives of course….
And for every man,-there is a woman,
Same being/entity, but different platforms/times…”Point,-they are bound together,
We learned this from Adam&Eve,as she became after the boss cut the whole body in 2, leaving 1 atom & 1 ave/eve….Those 2 became opposite parts of what was, and need to both be respected & lived upon,due 2 different qualities they now have to find and share with eachother,-in order to begin their way back to a New Homeland….
Now, for every He,there is a ‘She,
So before Eve, there was The opposite Lilith,
That had to be moved to a f
Different plane of existence and let time mend them toward being able to step into the same circle without the charges being to unstable/explosive….Create some solid grounds first, and move together….
(Most beings as I see it misunderstood this innocent,misunderstood &absurd situation as it was known without the deeper knowledge &understanding.
Like black &with,
Both forces=to strong to be both, with eachother,at the same time,
BUT,they can circle around the dance of sound &movements between the ‘X&Y’s
and create a New Ground-zero at their middle Grey-area,
And as they manifests something from both in the bath..,soup,,? 😉 It will be Etible & Batheliscioues for both in Time, as they to have to merge into the safe ,
Circled-Zone…
So That is probably why for every ‘Hesus’- there is also a ‘Shesus’,
On each simple of the plane in region,time-span,pole… And the more close they get to eachother on encircling the line,-the more they have learned from eachother, staying triple to self, love, the creation as in what 1 became when it was 2: Mother&Father, and always working for magical experience called Life,
As it is shared with ..Life, investing, working for the most harmonic,safe,chill &
best possibilities&experiences for the children of tomorrow….
(=those who inherit the ‘world’ when we expand to the next.)
1 day in GodTime would be like an eternal syklus for you…. 😉
Now down to a 1000 yrs I think…so we are getting closer tonthe source…
Just a Matter of ; Split seconds .. 😉
So maybe that is why the world will be complete as it is will be binder in Wholy-maturety between EKS.’Messiah & Shekinah’ when they both enetr the same Realm,Dimensional/planetary+++ Line, as they will complete the circle as they meet,
And will have Ensured the purest,destined, only possible way to continue Life,&also Regain generally health and resources…Balance will begin to restore within their on encirceled Ring to rule them all 😉
Truly a power of Zeroes/Rings 😉 😉
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(Ops, that was 5pages…1 chapter about something totally different then what I was supposed to write,…,I was supposed to correct the already to long and messages text I had already written….Are…it will be a long time till I get the time & writing-setting to give it another try….So if anyone EVER in the future find themselves reading this; thinking what a mess,
this could have been interesting or something;
Then know this,- I am a struggling Aging woman in the flesh,
And IF there was intrest for ANYTHING that I do EVER, even after Death;
I hope someone is able to puzzle something better together with this…. I have 100’s of more pages, No idea how many different topic I try to cover before anyone else 😉 Before i Published this text, there was No one who had written from the 2nd(but original 1st.) Darkness in a loving,but mas manner… Also I saw a chance to explain what science is… write some ‘soulOut’ calls to true sons & daughter with the eye to see beyond within… Like eks. Warriors,come Home, Hold The Line, Answer the call… After those, I spear I hear them answer in the language &man er it was outwritten with… Also, new weapons, symbol, Numeric -system/formel, new order…OK…I had time at the Edge of the world as you All Focused on life,-K saw LIFE, and immediate results as words were spoken,words were written,-so I saw a oppurtunity to create some new Laws within the ORIGINAL order to my latest stand, that will take affect as the wheel starts to move towards a new future,and create some confusion, chaos and so, as the old order, historc fact +++ haven’t finishen yet,
or unweiled the truth finally clear to all- thing yet…
But I wouldn’t worry about trespassers aboard my ship….. I got the best crew, and obey only to the Creator&Savior that thought me valuable lessons, Comforter me through Agony, shielded me through storms, showed me how love can triumf from another plane of existence, Open my eyes, strengthened my body,-sortert my mind,-soothed my soul & giving me a moment to relax in Death,
Regain & enfuse-ALOT;
before I was sparked back to life fully healed/restored, enlightened ,focuses etc…
Accept for the times I have Frozen till what I thought was Death,
BUT I wasn’t Restored, or any more calm in self, no-no,- BUT Freezing & shouting in despair as I hate to Freeze….I cannot warm myself after a certain limit has passed to the Below…. and, I am not exactly pleasent I think…for some reason, it seems like everything work against me,-beyond belief and all comprehension…
I can get word for some moments in a bath f,eks.BUT, as soon as I have successfully sucked out all the heat from the water & need to step out ,
I am back to freezing…. Arh!
I dont have a man, specially not when I need one,
To take care of me(like all other girls.. ;p ) DVS. Just hold me so I can get some real body back into my system,
And finally sleep or begin to regain my inner temperagure a ove that level that suckes out all warmth like a black hole….
It lasted for months! I was hospitalized, but no docter cbeced it,
I shivered if a piece of my front teeth, couldnt sit still,-sent me into a certain state that I. An see is easier to diagnose as ‘Manisk’, instead of sending in a doctor… (Got a doctor 2 yrs later at the place I am at right now, Fekjær-Innlandet,
And she wasnt in doubt, i have a permanent frost damage in my fingers & ties…. And I am to broke to get some ream clothes &footwdar!?
If I dont die by freezing,-neither outside in the snow, or wakinv up in a Ice fold bath-tub, after hours,nearly unable to move,-
but rather live in a irritating suffering state until someone can
Give me a warm hug,
And let me enjoy the incredible feeling that soothing child,and transformation a simple.., but looong hug, or intervall-hugs ( 😉)
As Long as someone gives lit to me ..;
POINT; First time I frozen, I reached the state were the body gets warm, peaceful, everything feels just so…. indescribably satisfying, right,comforting… Didn’t want it to kast, My first real boyfrien; Michael found me begphind a Bush, disrupted my ‘best feeling I have ever had’-moment, I was so mad,I think…Not glad to be dragged out of state, being dragged and carried by a man, that reports that my armes and legges nearly couldn’t bend… Well, 2 days I , layed on a floor heated-floor, with 2 ovens beside me,maximized, and some other ideas Michael & his friend Glenn to save me.. 😉 Me freezing under carpets & sheets,
& those to guarding me within the room,sweating constantly,uncomfortably,but heroiticly…So To Both : Glenn Irgens & Michael Madshaven (who died the year covid broke out, by something else,on a hospital..) :
THANK YOU BOTH..& MISS YOU BOTH!
NOW: I Don get to that state what-so-ever!!
So I was Thinking;
I know that we have Blue-Blood running through my family veins,
Worthless in society since they have taken everything, and everyone from us, leaving us limited choices…legal… :p
% I saw certain mamals,
like the squid,crocodile also have blue blood,
Where the squid can change tolerance and go from tropic water, to the iciest antarctic,- just squidding around,
+ the crocodile/allifpgator just falls asleep when it gets to a certain degree below, keeping their airways above water:; they can sleep freezing through snow & ice….
THAT is the level I fee, I am at, IF any,
(Maybe I had thought differently if the doctor was a nice man, that would hear & check over my physical after-effects, instead of going to ‘war’with me,
Reminding me of my fathers-fathers-something; lmanage to
me in, – only by stating “Hun er tydeligvis psykotisk”,
And I a bit reduced, AND if course already set on some stupid pills..sorry “medications”….
Are….I managed to draft off a bit again…sorry…ops….
Now I just leave it, and hopefully it was worth my time(since I doubt I ever will read over my own writings,just spins me off again….. 😜
Now ; Blaccers full,moth dry, And Ironic as aI look outside on April 25th… There is SNOW! A lit of snow, Yes, the REALLY cold Kind…
What else, I have lived mostly alone in the middle of no were, no money,no bus, no bath tub….have to pay the electric bill myself !?!? Oh, there is so much more Ironi here,
BUT I have to ho,
After all, this was supposed to be a Direct & scary writing from the original SHE,
since I was sick of madmen throughout history,till This day being noted ,heard+++ NOTHING from the females, the mothers…sisters…daughters….etc…,IF anything they were described as wholesale, Wither, unfit as wife, the one to blame for the poor man’s glass to tilt… And As I have noticed History tending to repeat itself..;
No one is bothering to hear my story, listen to my truth,
And the Shit they have packed me in….I raged! But gphave no more strength for myself….therefore I took the liberty to write it from the first of the first, the one BEFORE the LIGHT.. 😉
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And The last time,
Oh,- & to the world that has been merging,
adapting since our beginning on earth,
place us right back at the fresh rebirth in the beginning.
As you lived your Lives on Sinus…. A True test of self by self…
The Arcitect didn’t just Create This perfect variety in aGlobe-Unit,
Able to enure a self-working circle of life….
How that works I will get back to, as one of the Architects ,
I too have some twists & surprises 😉
an EternityThe other half- to The Creation of life.
The Mother Alongside your dearest,original,Father….
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